You are only as free as you imagine yourself to be.
There is nothing ”out there” that’s holding you down, – you are limiting yourself only with your own imagination. And your greatest limits are not even the ”cannot” and the ”should not”, but the places where your imagination hasn’t yet gone at all. There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.
God’s messages always touch my heart. I love my life and I love it even more with this:
If you would rather live than die, all is in your hands.
Life is not lost by dying; life is lost minute by minute, day by dragging day, in all the thousand small uncaring ways.
Again, life is not lost by dying…
So timely… My grandma’s second death anniversary will be five days from now and even though I’ve accepted the fact that she already passed away, at times like this, I can’t helped but miss her… I love you, Lola.
Do you have relatives that are away from home?
I do. And I was touched each time they sent me greeting cards or post cards. I wonder if postcard printing companies earn a lot from OFW during the holidays.
I won’t forget the musical Christmas card from my aunt who is working in Hongkong. I was still a grader and I love playing the Christmas song each time I open the card. She also sent us postcards with Disneyland as the background. I want to be there, too and enjoy some Disneyland adventure.
But it is miles away from the Philippines. Maybe, I must include it on my travel wish list. 
I just shed tears earlier when I learned that I have to report to work this Saturday at 3AM. Literally, Christmas day! Hell yeah, I was infuriated! I’m supposed to be off from work because my schedule said so. It’s supposed to be my RD!
What hurts me more is the fact that I wasn’t informed in advance about it. Too late notice, wrong timing, bad news! I was actually away when they send out the new schedule. They adjusted it without letting me know. Who am I anyway? They’re doing this for business. Pure business. Would they care if they know that this single email ruined my day? Is there something good to look forward to this Christmas if it’s meant to be spent away from my loved ones. Oh please, give me a break!
I’m trying hard to understand the logic behind this changes. The idea is so clear, yet the feeling remains the same. HATRED. LETHARGY.
…that God is crazy about you. God sends you fresh flowers every spring, a breathtaking sunrise every morning. If God had a wallet, your picture would be in it. If God has a refrigerator, your childhood scribbles would be on it.
God, where’s my bouquet of roses and chocolates for today… 
I just heard the sad news from my sister last night, she’s no longer a scholar of Batangas City Hall. Her grades did not make it. I have to admit, it upsets me. As much as possible, I tried to limit my expectation from my family members. I’m supporting my sister’s studies and now that she’ll no longer get financial support from our city mayor, it means more burden on my end. I have to shoulder more of her school expenses and tuition fees. I’ve been a recipient of several scholarships, too when I was studying. I don’t want to emphasize that I’m better than my sisters but I can’t help it but ask no one in particular why they can’t good grades. Well, maybe it’s because they’re just average students who are studying hard to get a degree. I really appreciate their effort. My simple wish is that, hope they’ll be more responsible and considerate as time goes by.
